Hmmm... isn't life like a box of" zhu gu late"? cos u nv know wat u are going to get.. wel,l things had not been going smooth for me.. especially work wise... thing had been pretty well since e last reorg n we are adapting well with one another.. just when we tht that everything is going smoothly for our shift, things began to change.. there's going to be another reorg... most in me shift cannot accept it lor.. cos wat we expect n e reality is totally dif lor.. guess e most affected person shld be me ba.. cos i really cannot accept it lor... i hate changes.. i just hate it.. bu tbeing in e uniform grp, wat can i do? i think there's nth i can do...

i guess e 2nd most affected person must be u.. though u din express it out like e way i did, i believe u dun feel very gd either.. cos i believe u shared e same sentiments as me, e shift that we r in now is one of e best combination liao.. u agree? i guess u are more stress than me, cos u hv to show a gd example.. whereas i can say wat i feel n wat i think is wrong, but u can't cos u hv to show a gd example to us.. i've always respected u alot.. i'll give u my fullest support as long as we are still colleague.. i'l nv forget the times that we work together... i'l nv forget wat u've taught me over e years.. i'l nv forget such a gong si fen ming person.. though we are very tang de lai.. but when i do wrong, u will still correct me.. this is e type of work relationship where many pple cannot achieve.. n this is one of the things i wanna learn from u.. u'l always be my mama in camp... there's no where u can run.. wahahahha...

when i first heard e shift reshufflement thingy, i was really very upset.. i just couldn't control me feelings... me became very moody.. my mum was shock to see me face black black.. so u pple can guess how much it affected me right? e 2nd day, me was so moody that almost everyone in shift ask me wat's wrong.. n someone told me that i must take things in stride.. there are lots of changes in life... n you gotta take them as challenges.. well.. i guess it's always easier to say than t o have it done ba... how much hv e shift go thru to be where it is today.. it's not days or weeks.. it's mths n years lor... from stranges to colleagues to friends.. all these takes time.. it's not easy to accept e differences of one another.. but when we finally gota step closer to understanding each another working style we gotta be separated.. tell me.. tell me how can i not be upset over this??

day 3 after e news.. think i more or less accepted it liao.. cos in army. wat ur superior say, u gotta follow... if not can do wat? but deep in my heart, i was still hoping that things will not change.. i still hope tat we can still reain as a shift... tat will be e perfect ending... i also agree that after talking to u, i feel better.. i noe ur stand too.. but i guess human are selfish.. just like me.. cos i also wanna to have e best things for me shift too.... i guess tml e results will be out.. i dunno if it will be a happy one.. i dunno if it will really benefit e whole platoon... i hope it does.. at least it will prove to me that i'm wrong... but if it's doesn't.. like wat i've mentioned, i'll laf n laf...

okie lah.. ehaf of e unhappy stuff.. let's talk abt some happy stuff ba.. kekeke... hehe.. finally got my first Credit card liao.. n guess wat... "The men don't get it!" wahahaha i got myself a lady's card.. woohoo.. yeah yeah.. guess hving this card will be sufficient liao.. wahaha cos the man dun get it mah... wahaha... lucky there's no such things as man's card...wahahahahaha.... if not we ladies cannot "show off" to e men liao..wahahaha... other than e ladies card, they also send me another classic credit card and a visa mini.. haha e visa mini look like toy leh.. maybe it's e feel ba... bt watever it is.. keke.. e feeling is gd lor.. kekeke... but i oni bring e visa mini with me.. cos i dun hv a proper wallet... keke.. so anyone reading me blog wanna sponser me a wallet?? kekekek... other than that, i also got my bonus this mth... not much really... n is hoping that e yr end bonus can be better lor..

sat was me off day, but gotta go bedok for life run.. sehz.... too long no run liao.. but luckily jerry n thomas accompany me thruout e 4.2km run.. if not maybe i faint somewhere also nobody knows..wahahha... went to novena square to collect e visa mini holder after e run.. then went home n later went to ktv with my siblings n my bb.. wahahah... as usual... we sing sing n sing til my voice become hoarse... waahhaha.. but i enjoy singing with me siblings... cos they are gd.. kekeke... after that , we went to meet up with my mum after she knock off.. did a little shopping with my mum, May bought some jeans n pants.. then ting n i bought a electronic keyboard for Emily.. cos she is interested in composing i think... after that, went to crystal jade for dinner.. total 7 of us... we had dumpling soup, taro shrimp, roasted duck, chicken n pork, hotpot brinjal, claypot froglegs etc etc... it was great.. hehe.. n it was also e first time i sign using me visa mini.. kekeke... abit not used to it.. cos dun really feel good to use money now n pay later... but guess will get use to it sooner or later...

first day after getting bonus.. i think i almost spend 2/3 of me bonus liao.. cos, ktv lah, dinner at crytal jade lah, paying my income tax lah.. all these make up almost 2/3 of e bonus liao.. sob sob... keke.. but me bb is e best.. he heart pain pain i use too much money n he offer to help me pay... kekeke.. my bb is e best.. yeah yeah... kekke... ok lah.. so much for now.. brain dead already... kekek.. wil blog again soon.. tata..